Life, Shane and the Persuit of Happiness

It's what's on my mind, and yours too. Well, at least that bit about happiness...

Monday, August 19, 2002

As I sit here and type I realize that I might be entering a new era. What will come with this era I do not know; but, I believe it will be better than before. Lately I've come to some conclusions with regard to what's been eating at me for the last years, and I think I've got it narrowed down to: nothing. It's hard to explain, but, I think it's a build up of nothing that's been causing my pain. It's like, a feeling that I've developed, over time, that has grown up and up until it feels so real that I count it as a fact in life. It's a great illusion I've performed for myself. But now that I know about it, it's not hard to avoid. Is this denial, I ask? No really, I'm asking, because I don't know. But, I feel better, for the time being.

The new era comes with a new roomate. Out with the old, in with the new. I'm sure I'll never forget about Matt, hell, I shared an apartment, not to mention my life, with him for two years. I guess the change over has been kind of hard, but it was inevitable. Nothing lasts forever. is up! The new website, contrived as a personal web for myself, is now having its boundaries blurred as I update it with beer info, fuel injection info, and a new t-shirt dealing business. It's an all-in-one wonder. I can't believe wasn't already taken; I snatched it up as quick as I could.

If you're reading this, go check it out:, of course since noone ever actually reads any of this crap I guess I shouldn't sit and stare at the hit counter waiting for the trafiic to expload.

I have lost:

my will

my wonder

my intention

my affection

my dignity

my destiny

will I ever find it?

Bring me to the shore and let me alone.

I'll walk into the water; let me float.

I'll reunite with her perfection,

the water, she will lead me home.

posted by Shane  # 9:23 PM
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