Life, Shane and the Persuit of Happiness

It's what's on my mind, and yours too. Well, at least that bit about happiness...

Wednesday, June 05, 2002

 
Whenever I enter a conversation with someone and my love life comes up, inevitably the person with whome I'm chatting will decide that it is his or her responsiblity to "give me a little bit of advice" or "point me in the right direction" or "tell me what women really want". Like I really need to learn the "technical procedure" of flirting. The problem really isn't that I don't know what I'm doing, it's just that, I just can't do it. It's not like stage fright or anything. It's more like when it comes time to take that final plunge I just think "what's the use". I mean most likely this girl I'm talking to is not the right one for me, plus if she's nice enough for me to be interested in her, then I wouldn't want her to fall for a flawed person like myself. I get really self-conscious. It usually doesn't get to this stage though. Hell, I haven't met a new girl that I find attractive in several months at least. And I surely haven't been in love for much, much longer than that. So long in fact that it's getting to the point where I question if I ever will. I'm in college, you'd think that there'd be some girl out there who would really get my attention, but no. Most of them scare me. I wish I weren't so socially inept.
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