Life, Shane and the Persuit of Happiness

It's what's on my mind, and yours too. Well, at least that bit about happiness...

Sunday, March 04, 2001

 
I've turned it over and over in my mind, studied every facet, and worn it smooth. But still, I don't cry. Can't shed a tear. It's like it's not even real. All of my feelings seem so unimportant right now. Nothing seems important. But I have this feeling that just maybe if I were to talk to her right now the floodgates would burst and the repressed tears would spew forth in foaming ugliness.
"I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star. In somebody else's sky, but why, why, why can't it be me" - Eddie Vedder
Now I try and toss it all aside, and sleep. I've done it so many times before, why should it be hard this time? I know that, with the sunrise, it will be back to cloud my mind.
posted by Shane  # 2:02 AM
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